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‘a timeline’ and ‘borderline personality disorder’ from the pleasure of regret – scott manley hadley: live at paradise (new web series episode)

more from my 2022-shot web series, this time on diagnoses and the passage of time

Filmed at the tail end of the COVID-19 pandemic in Toronto’s historic Paradise Theatre on Bloor St W, the poet, essayist, blogger and mentally ill person scott manley hadley reads through selections of their published oeuvre.

This is scott manley hadley: live at paradise

This episode features a reading from THE PLEASURE OF REGRET, a 2020 text published by BROKEN SLEEP BOOKS. The book contains poems and essays exploring class, romance, illness, ageing, mental illness and all the other serious topics raised elsewhere in this series.

‘A TIMELINE’ is a piece of prose structured as a blunt timeline, telling an optimistic tale with a sad coda… ‘BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER (BPD)’ is a frank and direct exploration of responding to being diagnosed with a serious psychological condition, a personality disorder.

Mental illness, love, bullying, class, intoxication, pleasure, nostalgia, ageing, all that other stuff you love love love.

Directed by Jane Frances Dunlop
DOP – Paul Dunlop
Written by Scott Manley Hadley
Performed by Scott Manley Hadley

THE PLEASURE OF REGRET is published by BROKEN SLEEP BOOKS and is available direct or from many online bookstores.


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Here’s a video of me recently performing at the prestigious (it has a Wikipedia page) comedy night, Quantum Leopard. Listen to how much fun the crowd is having. You could have that much fun, too!

Forthcoming gigs include the following – there may/will be others:

17th March 2026, 7pm: Slap & Giggle @ Coin Laundry, Clerkenwell

24th March 2026, 7.30pm: Lolipops, Southwark

26th March 2026, 7.30pm: Comedy @ Cosmic, Plymouth

9th April 2026, 7pm: Sunset Comedy, Chalk Farm

15th April 2026, time tbd: BALD PERSONALITY DISORDER 40min-ish WIP at Shirker’s Rest, New Cross (more details soon!)

3rd May 2026, 8.30pm: BALD PERSONALITY DISORDER FULL LENGTH WIP at the Caxton Arms for the Brighton Fringe

23rd May 2026, 8.30pm: BALD PERSONALITY DISORDER FULL LENGTH WIP at the Caxton Arms for the Brighton Fringe

30th May 2026, 8.30pm: BALD PERSONALITY DISORDER FULL LENGTH WIP at the Caxton Arms for the Brighton Fringe

6th June 2026, 5pm: BALD PERSONALITY DISORDER FULL LENGTH WIP at Barbertown, Droitwich for the Rik Mayall Comedy Festival

27th June 2026: Twinkles Cabaret, London

9th August – 14th August: BALD PERSONALITY DISORDER at The Street, Edinburgh, part of PBH’s Free Fringe


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